𝕴 have ęver too. ęver endured it would be 𝕭etter to be in 𝓟ain than to 𝓛ose. ęver 𝐟ought for 𝓢omeone who didn't even want to know he was being 𝐟ought for. 𝕴 have ęver too. 𝐖oke up and fell 𝐀sleep in a state of fear of 𝐀bandonment. never 𝕯esperately holding back sleep just for the 𝐍ews. 𝕴 have ęver too. 𝕴 thuoght it would be good to see him spend his time with others while 𝕴 was always 𝐟rantic for fear of being 𝐫eplaced. 𝕴 have ęver too. lied to himself to be okay as long as he was there, no matter how 𝕻ainful the 𝕮ircumstances he gave him. but after that 𝕴 let go. and all 𝕴 got was the 𝐇appiness of 𝓜eeting 𝓢omeone who was more than 𝖂orth 𝐅ighting for. how about yõu? still want to 𝐒urvive?