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I have been through a lot. I have been through things that my best friends don't even know about. I have been through things that I haven't told anyone. Because of the things that I've been through, I have an extremely hard time trusting people. I know you're thinking, "yeah, I do too." But for me it's to the point where I question every little thing that someone says, and I overthink everything to the max.

Along with this, I put my guard up. When I meet someone who is as nice and sweet as you, my automatic instinct is, no. Get away. I'm going to be broken again! I know this is bad. I'm working on it. I'm trying. But when this happens, it's nothing personal, and I don't want you to think it is. God all I want is for you to stay, but my anxiety tells me otherwise. please don't be angry; but I know this is going to happen a lot. It's just who I am. When I push you away, I just want you to stay. stay.
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