You gave me this unbearable pain
I won't be able to be myself again.
I know nobody knows my real worth
but this one person understood it and knew why I took birth.
You are adorable, you are loved, they say
but if it is true
then why don't I feel adored and loved, I wanted to say.
I could never,
never had the courage to say my thoughts out loud
because I thought what if my words will not make them feel proud.
I was always worthy enough
but they always wanted much
much more than I can ever give
and because of this I forgot how to live.
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