say the least, i miss you. i have so much say yet so little of a voice to say it. i don't really have the balls to tell you this myself. just you &i.. cause in all honesty. that scares me. of what you may say. i was tempted to read the texts over and over again. to feel everything i did before. everything i still feel. but i was scared. the photo of us in my room i had to hide away because that's all i could think of. i couldn't sleep. but the only thing i can't hide away, what can't let go of. is the part of my heart that you took, and you can keep it. by all means... do. but the scariest part is wondering if you'll ever return to put the pieces back together. I miss looking forward to talking to you and seeing you get pissed off over video games. I miss when we would just talk on the phone for hours. When you'd not say a word and tell me you love listening to the sound of my voice. I miss when I would go to look at you, but you were already looking at me first. Some days I miss you so much i replay memories in my head, and it makes me smile, but then I wake up in the morning realise you're not here anymore, and I get sad again. To hear i was your world, always made me feel special. You were not ashamed of me and you would remind me you loved me everyday. but i think you get what i'm trying to say..