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*HOLLY SPREE*
Everyday mimi huamsha swee....
Ndo tu go down on our kness....
Si ametutoa far....from kulipa fees....
Kwa living tunakuwa tallied....
Si blood inatupea warmth na peace....ndani ya duve...
Aka open arms calvary kutu save from slavery...
Aka withstand irony ya crown of thorns....
Kutreatiwa na ma Roman ka Thong...
Ili today tuimbe easter songs....
Ali drink from the cup of suffering....aka dai Peter asi follow to go back fast and pray along....
Ali drip blood instead of sweat Gethsemane....akituambia tuombe Jameni....

Alikuja save the weak and the broken...
Kuambia dumb bado sisi tuko more outspoken...
Hakutani nione sight ya hell na hades...
Thats alichukua father figure figure aka take conversation calvary....so on my behalf cross alipeleka place of skull....
So despite all the nails....najua jesus alishanichukulia tatu....
Bila success....bado jesus atatumia ma placards na birthday cards...
So everyday noise maker atangalia sunset na sunrise....ni menstrate on paper bila pads....
Ju alinishow bado riziki nita pata...
Ju blood ya Messiah ili drip huko time ya pasaka....
Na salvation by christ in three day time nitapata.....
Happy easter my poetic family
@sycarpoet

Mapenzi magumu,


As the name suggests ni ngumu kufuata kama map za hiyo enzi,
The harder you try the harder your partner anaplay hard to get,
Trust tumeachia CD,
Na bado ukipenda huezi kuwa sure,
You can't love and laugh,
Juu moja ni version ya ingine ukiing'oa,
Hata ujaribu kuwa romantic aje,
Weight ya mfuko bado itakutoa kwa hii mix,
Madem saa hii wanafanyiwa booking,
Na sisi na mistari yetu bado in their books hatutaandikwa,
It's love laugh,
Imeniacha nikicheka nikilaugh love,

my daughter,
How are you?
My daughter, last time you were here you looked different
But I was afraid to ask you as your parent
I don't think the one thousand I sent you could buy an iPhone
My child, be free and tell me
If you have a sponsor
Don't tell me to send you money,
Tell me to save this little money I have for your coffin!

My daughter,
I hear those men are beasts
They need fresh flesh
They are carnivorous
They are brutal!
I feel bad!
If you know you have a sponsor
Tell me to save this little money for your burial!

Sometimes I can't afford to get you pencil
Stilettos, Brazilian, French fries
Because of the background
I have little money!
But if you think a sponsor is the option
Tell me to save this little money
To bribe a pastor who will praise you on the burial!

Whenever I read news about a murdered University girl
I am worried!
Whenever I imagine you having sex with an old man
I feel disturbed!
Every time I suspect he tells you to bend over
I feel pained
Dotty,
If you know you have a sponsor
Tell me to save this little money to feed the mourners!

Finally,
If you will not tell me to send you the rent this month
I will know you have increased your worth
But I will still send
It's my responsibility
But if you know you have a sponsor
Tell me to save this little money
To buy water for your comrades
Who will be demonstrating, rioting over your death!

Yours lovingly,
Dad.
@sycarpoet

*I'm okay(not)*

Don't ask how I'm fairing,
I will only lie to you.
Don't tell me about the amazing things happening in your life, even if I enquire.

Don't expect me to laugh wholeheartedly to your jokes,
I'm sorry but I've lost the zeal to feel.

Don't invite me to parties,
I'll only dampen your mood and ruin your night by crying.
I'm not happy,
I once was, but not anymore.

I'm not suicidal, nor am I depressed.
I just…simply am.
I'm tired, but of what?
That bit still remains a mystery to me.

Don't call me over for sleepovers,
I'm sorry. It's not you, it's me.
I'm an emotional mess right now.

Don't leave me alone;
I can't promise that this phase will pass,
But I do know that I do not want to be alone.

Don't stop asking about how I am,
Maybe one day I'll tell you about the scars that haunt me.
The horrific tattoos I have on my skin…

I'm sorry, I am.
@sycarpoet
@sycarmbr

MY PRINCE
Mere words cannot explain,
The feeling i got for you.
You are the thing in my life,
I could always rank to be real.
We've had challenges here and there,
But whenever we are apart,
I still get the void feeling,
Deep inside my soul.
We've managed the test of time,
We've tracked the precarious avenue,
And at the end of every day
Its you i want to have,
Its you i want to hold in my arms,
Its you i want to giggle with,
Its you i want to see smile.
Am proud to be your dame,
Am proud to be your ally,
And if given the choice again,
I'd do it all.
I love you 💗

*MY HEART*
Once I had a heart of stone,
For surely it had lost its home,
It could not love or wanted too,
Then in my life came you,
The stones began to fall away,
As happiness began to fill my day,
A feeling so special and sweet too,
Could this be love, I pray it is true,

If there is a precious gift is of love,
Sweet and affectionate enough,
You’re behind the happiness in my heart,
A gift so special and precious to hurt,

I got a feeling you’re the best,
You’re just different from the rest,
Am not ashamed to say it aloud,
You’re the only who hypnotize me around,

My heart now sings a song of love
For I know that it was sent from above
My heart is warm, there is no cold
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.
It soars above the sky so high
Sometimes I think of why and cry

My heart now sings a loving song
For the part of me I thoughtwas gone.
The gift that you have given me is so important,Can’t you see?
No more sadness or being alone
For now my heart returns to home.

You sent me crazy on my first sight,
With you baby I dream our future being bright,
You’re the best for me,
Honey forever together lets be
@sycarpoet
@sycarmbr

*I* *Love* *You*

I love you cos uu actually put effort into me ,
I love uu cos nobody has given me the *love* that uu gave me ,
You are the only one that could ever love me this way.

I love uu cos uu always Make me feel that I am worth something,
I love you cos uu have nature and uu take care of me,
I love uu cos uu made me smile when I almost forgotten how to,
I love uu cos uu have a huge and honest heart,
I love uu and every little detail about me,
I love uu cos uu are simply uu

@sycarpoet

*Far Away Love*

I lay in my bed and think about you.
I love you so much' I don't know what to do.
I feel your warmth at my side.
The pain in my heart moves to my eyes.
So far away, yet always so near.
You are the reason I am still here.

I await the times when we can talk
I await the times we can finally hold hands and walk.
To feel you for real... so close to me.
The happiest person in the world is what you would make me.

Your eyes shine like a million suns.
You shine more brightly than anyone.
Your smile so sweet can't help but make me smile.
It stops my world, even for a little while.
I await the time when my hand is in yours,
To hear you say those 3 little words.

There are still no words I can say to describe.
My heart, it aches; and my eyes, they cry,
But when we talk, my heart flies.
You always wipe away the tears I cry.

Even though you aren't here,
And I miss you so much, my dear,
I'll love you forever and ever.
I'll always love you, my far away lover

@sycarmbr

AM PLAYING MY CARDS RIGHT.

Kama love ingekuwa shoe game
Pia bata angekuwa either dating or single
Either married or divorced.
Kuna time waliconfuse
My silence with my patience
Na hapo ndo nilijua hawanipendi
😅😅😅 but iliwacost.
Najua about ya jana na current
Ya next time na kesho ni future
Is in the hands of my creator
I look like him, so am greator
All i put in him, so my days are better.

So far nimepata wengi wa kunipea
Na wengi wa kuninyima pia
Washaa anza kunionea gere, vipofu hao
Am in my drawing board
Najoin dots while painting my future
I mean just because of 3 people
Me, myself and I
Niko na faith strong kaa mkulima
Thats why future ishaa ji'panga
Niko short sighted but i can see it from far
Niko na homa but i can smell my success
So zidini kunifungia njia
😅😅😅 sikam na ma3 nakam na chopper i say..
And if you think am joking
Check on the card bruh
Am playing my cards right
You're just playing your right cards.

Thanks kwa wenye huniombea nikokosa
And those who pray for me nipate
Day inakam nitachezwa kwa matenje na maboo's
Nikuwe thier wallpapers na pia screen savers
But i will still remain to be humble
Na i will also pray for you pia
Sorry kwa wenye walidhani nilileft
Me last seen, am the admin
Your prayers are answered pia
Ubaya ni vile mliniombea kwa mollar(mola) za dental.
Btw kaa sii nyinyi ningekuwa in my bed
Dreaming for a future
Now Am awake chasing my future
So call me kipchoge vile hii future nai'Run.


@sycarthepoet

IN 2021

I hope 2021, gonna be the year to create my new life without him.

I hope 2021, gonna be the year that I catch all my dreams.

I hope 2021, gonna be the year for my happiness, and far away from toxic people.

I hope soo, in 2021, Allah SWT ease all my journey to make a new better life.

Aamiin. 😌

@empres254

BREAKTHROUGH:
2020 is almost done. Here comes 2021...

Its been a tough year, I know we can all agree on that, but we are here today thats a blessing. The question running in my mind RN is what have i achieved? Not just assets wise or money wise but also mentally and character wise.

One lesson I've learned is that, some things are out of our control, but how we react to that is what makes the difference. A rainy day is out of human control but we don't start cry and cursing the rain, we seek for umbrellas and call it a blessing.

Desperate times require desperate measures. We had focus, we had dreams at the start of the year, then rona happened. Some of us comprised, we'll most of us did, but did it make you comfortable, the compromise?

You've got the magic wand, make thing happen don't watch the show, its about you, be the director and let people watch.

My advice;
Don't make new goals, first achieve the previous set ones.
Don't make goal because its a new year, make them because you need that change.
There are no unrealistic goals, only unrealistic timelines.

🥂 Cheers, we made it, we can do this.
Don't let your pride deceive you you can or you did it alone.

Happy New Year y'all team BREAKTHROUGH

As requested

So I was taken to one.
It was a lady named Alicia!
She was really nice! I didn't want to tell her anything but at the end,I poured out everything to her!
She called my parents,Marina and Mason.
And told them my story!
She told them to explain their selves.
My mom *immediately began to cry! She revealed that the day before that day......they had gone* to a child and childrens seminar and saw their wrongs....so they decided to amend it by being nice to me!
No spiritual strings attached!

Turns out.... Mason and marina hadn't actually been related at all!
They just dated once and that was all!!!
They didn't even know who “Eris!” was!

My case....was different!
Alicia then *concluded that it was all a dream!
It must have started after dinner that night when I laid on my bed thinking.
She explained* to me that I wanted soo badly for me to have a better shape that I had dreamt that!

And when my mom woke me up that morning!
I assumed that it worked and that affected my way of thinking..... I began to think that I *had changed shape and that made me bold and gave me high Self-esteem! while to other people I hadn't even changed a thing! No wonder they still didn't change their* attitude towards me!
All that happened in my “dream” was what I wanted to happen deep in me!

That makes sense right????
I mean... Especially the garden part!

This.... Was all just crazy!
Plus, what added to the fact that it was really a dream was.........
Alicia ran a virginity test on me and..........I was actually still a virgin!
OMG!!!

Alicia helped *me develop my self-esteem and soon I began to notice I was really actually beautiful and curvy! I just needed to work on my confidence and accept myself the* way was!

My parents and I moved to other part of the country and I began to attend a different and better school!
There.... I was accepted and I even became the popular leader of the cheerleaders.

I now had a sweet caring boyfriend..... "Brad"
At my new school!
I made three best friends!
My parents loved and cared for me and I retured the feeling.....
I also have a little puppy
"Popcorn" What more could I ask for?????
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Now that I think about it......
“Imaginary Eris ....goddess of pleasure and emotions did help me develop my self esteem”

If what happened that night..... Didn't happen who knows!!???


THE END!!!!!!!!!

When I stared at my reflection in the mirror I was shocked!! I looked like a totally different person.... In a good way!

I walked downstairs feeling like a total celebrity!
My mom grinned happily as she saw me and my dad smiled!!
Like my dad really smiled!!!
My dad had never smiled...to me at least!

We all had breakfast.... Chatting and laughing happily!
My mom also drove me to school! I can't remember the last time she drove me to school!!!

“Bye sweetie!!” my mom said blowing me a kiss as she drove away after dropping me off at school!

I heaved a happy smile as she drove

away. I turned around and walked into the school!

You can guess what happened next.....
No!
Actually you can't!
You're probably guessing everyone stared at me and worshipped me and where like....wow!!

Nope...not at all!
No one even looked my way or gave me something as much as a side glance!

I was confused!
But that didn't discourage me!
I walked stylishly to my locker and opened it!

A note fell out and I picked it up!
It read:::
📄Meet me in the dressing room
-Marina♥️♥️📄

The old me would have been scared and ran quickly to the dressing room.... But no! I hissed and crumpled up the paper. Closing my locker, I threw the paper into the waste bin.

I walked to class and everyone still acted like they didn't care or like I didn't exist!
I rolled my eyes but instead of going to the last sit as usual,I walked over to a sit at the middle row and sat down beside Nora...the leader of the cheerleaders!

. I expected her to roll her eyes at me or hiss but instead she smiled at me.

“Hi” she said before going back to whatever she was doing in her phone!
I just sat there trying to put one to one together.

“What do you think about Edward in twilight???” she asked out of the blues.

“He sucks!
Personally I think the girl should have ended up with Jacob!” I replied not caring what she thought.
She gaped at me for a second before pulling me into a tight hug!

“Get the fuck outta my head! That totally what I thought! We're officially besties!” she squirmed!

“Sure....” I said.
Okay what is going on!

“Do you know me??”i asked her .

“yeah...! Vanessa Martins right??”She said and I was even more confused.
She knew me?? And yet she acted like she didn't. And she's calling us besties!

“Honestly....I like you!
BUt you've always been quiet and you don't talk to anyone... So I just let you be!” she explained and I froze!she went back to her phone.

“you looked hot in these!” she said and showed me a picture from her phone I took in school for a project! I looked closely and noticed something!

I looked exactly as the same as now!
There was no difference. I still haven't changed my shape at all.

I quickly ran to the bathroom and looked at the mirror and yep I was right!!!
Wait did....
No ...no she couldn't...
Did she actually not grant her promise???

I began to feel wozzy and dizzy and immediately fainted!
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🤏🏻👈🏻Sex demon👹
👄I summoned
a sex demo
(Erotic,paranormal and romance novel)


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★★★Epilouge★★★
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††††Nessa's pov††††

You might be really confused at this point and be like.......... What is happening in this story????

I'll explain!

After I fainted I was rushed to the school's sick bay by Nora who had come to collect her phone that I ran with to the bathroom.

The nurse tried her best but I didn't wake up sooo i was sent to a hospital and my parents where called!

I was out cold for two days!

When I woke up...... I was confused!
I didn't know where I was or what happened to me!
I had lost my memory!

The doctor said I was passing through emotional and mental trauma which had caused me to temporary lose my memory.
He said they should try to make me comfortable and loved.

It took sometime but I eventually regained my memory.... I wish I didn't!

It was really hard and I kept repeating the name.... Eris!
My mom immediately took me to a physiatrist.
He said I need a therapist!

“E...Er...Eris...” I tried to call within moans to tell her I was coming but she didn't stop and I moaned loudly coming again.
She didn't stop..... Another orgams was coming again. I couldn't stop myself as I began to moan her name having multiple orgams.

She stopped after about thirty minutes and by then I had had over more than ten orgams.
I was totally drained out.

She took her penis and began to rubbed it around my cunt playing with the sperms that spilled and made a large puddle.

She inserted it a little and I groan in pain and

she quickly removed it but came again.
I felt huge and tremendous pain as my pussy stretched out to the unfamiliar visitor.

Soon I felt like something was torn and the pain that followed next was unbelievable!!
I felt my tears watering up!
Eris pulled out and I saw blood!!

That was when I knew something that was very clear already!

It was was gone!
It was finally gone!!
I had lost it!

I had lost my virginity!!
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“Vanessa?? Vanessa!!” A distant voice called and I groaned turning away from it.
The person chuckled and called again.

“Vanessa!! Wake up! Its almost time for school!!” the voice wishpered softly and my eyes flew open!

“School???” asked yelled as I sat up in my bed. I looked around and my mom was sitting down beside me on the bed smiling!

“What?????” I asked totally confused and my mom chuckled again smiling so lovingly.

“its almost time for school!
You're running late!
Freshen up and come down stairs for breakfast okay??” my mom said with a smooth voice as she kissed my head and walked out of the room.

Okay what the fuck is going on???
My parents never woke me up or waited for me to come downstairs for breakfast or even kissed my head!!!
And..... Eris!!!

Where was she???
One min we were in the garden having sex and the next......It was morning and I was back in my room!

“Eris!”
“Eris!!!” I yelled
“Eris!!!!!!!!!!” I shouted at the top of my voice and room door burst open as both my parents ran in looking worried.

“Honey! Are you okay???” My dad asked as he walked in.

“We heard you screaming are you okay??? And who is Eris???? Do you need a Doctor?? Hubby phone the doctor!” my mom said all at once at she sat down beside me!

“No mom... Am...am okay” I said holding my head trying to process everything that happened.

“Are you sure?” my dad asked standing akimbo and leaning on my door frame.

“Yeah...am...am fine” I said and my mom heaved a sigh.

“We'll be downstairs... Come join us soon okay??” she asked worry laced clearly in her voice and I fought the urge to asked her if they were okay!

They both turned and left my room.

I started to wonder if it was all a dream....if it never happened!
Both my eyes landed on something!
My mom's mirror!

Stood up from the bed and ran towards it but what I saw in the mirror almost made me drop it!

The girl in the mirror was a totally different person.
I was sooo beautiful! And by beautiful I mean my shape was beautiful!

I ran my hands through my breasts and butt to make sure it was real!

And it was!

I quickly locked the door to my room and striped naked. And I just stood in front of the mirror... Admiring myself!

I had a sexy hourglass figure!
Not too much....but totally perfect for an 18year old.

But what about Eris????!
Wait you know what!!??
She took my “low Self-esteem” and granted her promise...
She gave me.......my beautiful shape!

I turned around and made my way to the bathroom.
I had a nerve relaxing bath and brushed my teeth.
I dried myself with a towel and creamed .

The old me would have wore a brezzy skirt and tank bazi top to cover my A cupped breasts but not any more!
I thought as I left my actual closet to my drawer where I kept things my parents bought that I didn't like!

I pulled out a beautiful white crop top with rosey design and a Jean bum short that had the words
“Juicy” written at the butt!

I put on white net leggings socks and brushed my hair out...letting it down!

And then finally.... For the first time in a long time...... I put on make-up!