Forward from: Soul Writers
Narcissism
I want him to know me. I want him to know all of me. I want him to know how I feel when I'm feeling it and why. I want him to go out of his way for me. I want him to show me what it means to be committed. I want him to sit across the table with no words exchanged and understand my needs. I want him to devour my whole being.
I want every touch of mine to electrocute him. I want him to feel even the slightest brush. I want to move a certain way and have his attention. I want to have his attention regardless. I want his whole world to start and end with me. I want my interaction with other guys to not be completely okay. I want him to hold me and not let go.
I want him to drop everything and come to me when I ask him to. I want him to try and bend over backwards if I hint at him to. I want him to do the impossible because I need him to. I want him to know what to do because I never do. I want him to be a part of me. I want him to let me be a part of him. Most of all, I want him to be him.
Is this narcissism I'm experiencing? Is this worship or true love?
By: @ChrissyT
I want him to know me. I want him to know all of me. I want him to know how I feel when I'm feeling it and why. I want him to go out of his way for me. I want him to show me what it means to be committed. I want him to sit across the table with no words exchanged and understand my needs. I want him to devour my whole being.
I want every touch of mine to electrocute him. I want him to feel even the slightest brush. I want to move a certain way and have his attention. I want to have his attention regardless. I want his whole world to start and end with me. I want my interaction with other guys to not be completely okay. I want him to hold me and not let go.
I want him to drop everything and come to me when I ask him to. I want him to try and bend over backwards if I hint at him to. I want him to do the impossible because I need him to. I want him to know what to do because I never do. I want him to be a part of me. I want him to let me be a part of him. Most of all, I want him to be him.
Is this narcissism I'm experiencing? Is this worship or true love?
By: @ChrissyT