hai sayang, i know you are fine without me but the truth is, i just can't move on. no matter how much time passes, i still think about you constantly. it feels like no matter what i do, there's this part of me that's stuck, still holding on to what we had . i've tried to distract myself , tried to convince myself that i should move forward, but nothing seems to fill the space you left behind . it's like you're always in my thoughts, and every little thing reminds me of you . i miss you more than i can explain, and no matter how hard i try, i can't let go . it's not just about missing the good times we had something real, something deep, and it's so hard to imagine moving on from that . i keep thinking about all the moments we shared, and honestly, i don't think i'll ever stop wishing things could be different. i don't know if you feel the same way, but i just needed to tell you that i haven't been able to let go . you were, and still are, such a huge part of my life, and moving on without you feels impossible. i guess i'm just hoping that somehow, you'll understand how much you still mean to me. iloveyousm .

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