終わり.

ㅤGeez my whole life has become a mess since i love u. I hope you know how exactly i don't want to love you. How i wish i could never care about you, because this is just happened. Just like that. I love you and that's not my idea. Then when you say it's my fault that i love you, i've already know about it.

ㅤI knew even before it cross your mind. And i never blame your feeling for not being able to love me back as it should bcs that's not the problem. Sometimes i just want you to know that im sad, but dont ask me why because all you have to do is... no you dont have to do anything, because by telling you like this make me feel better.

ㅤGeez you gave me hope, and yet you also took it from me. you made me believe again about things that were impossible before, then you drew it all against me. No, it's not you. it's my fault that it happened. i should have never let you in, never. I love you and it can't stop, but now it has to be, because there's nothing I can got from you except sadness. Now see it, look how they fall in love with you, Geez, just the way i did.

ㅤGeez did you know that this sucks? Of course this is sucks. I lost you; a lover and a friend. Hufft, dear myself, i'm sorry if one day you will have pain that you think you dont deserve it. i just want you to know that it's okay. believe me, it's just the earth try to make you stronger, or to feel things that you never forgive before.

ㅤ ㅡ i love you, but you don't deserve me.