𓄹𓏲ּ ֶָ 血まみれの赤 ֶָ𓄼𓏲ּ

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سنتی ایرانی پشمام

The sound that is heard is like the words of the devil
They are leading me to heaven
But do such people really live in heaven?
But these are not the people who said these are the devils who burn in hell
Is it right to come to this paradise?
Where did I start?

the darkness ....
I do not understand anything
Is this darkness inside me?
Not the reality itself
But are these eyes China? Why are they looking at me?
You could only hear the sound of rain
I had no feelings
I could not even touch
I could not touch myself either
where am I ?
My memories are slowly becoming powder
What did I want from this world?
How far did I get from inside myself?
How much more should I try?
I'm tired
I just do not want to be ....
The same words were said in my mind
Every time I said something
It is as if those eyes bring the same words back to me
What did I do to myself?
What have I got so far?
It didn't even work for me
I laughed
Tears welled up in my eyes at the same time
But I laughed
Suddenly I felt a burning heat inside me
I was burning inside
This is not normal
Have I ever tried to make the end result?
Am I not alone?
No no no this was not what I wanted
Little by little, the eyes that were around me were turning into smiles
The sound of their laughter made me laugh at my absurdity
It turned out that they laughed that I had been so far and now I did not want to be
What am I missing?
Suddenly I could only hear the sound of crying
She shouted and said wake up
I cried unconsciously
Whose voice is that?
What does he say ?
Why does he want me to wake up?
But I surrendered
I have no right to continue
"I love"
Only that word made me come to my senses
I shouted with all my might
I wanted help
I was checking myself to wake up
I wanted to wake up
One loved me
All this time I was hated and society had crushed me
He was the first person to tell me I love him
When I punched with all my might, I walked away from the dark walls
I saw a familiar face
Oh ... that was my mother
Sorry mom, I'm so useless that I made you cry
Sorry
But I could not continue
Sorry, sorry
I did a bad thing
Forgive me
I did not want it to be like this
Forgive me mom
Nothing else was known
Darkness came to my eyes again
But this time
A trumpet sound was heard
Scenes from my life just passed in front of me
I ... I was dead now
So far, I've only worked ....
How many people were waiting for me
Friends that I even loved virtually
Oh so he really cared
I want to go back .... I made a mistake

~Be more lonely inside yourself ]

mistakes :
It was enough to open your black eyes and realize that you did not have to die
You were not alone
You had a family
You had friends
You just took the opportunity to live
Why did you do this?
Why did you die?

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