ㅤㅤㅤWho am I actually? I feel like I can't be myself. Always want to be like other people who even other people actually have their own shortcomings. Basically all human beings are not perfect, all have advantages and disadvantages. But imperfection makes me less grateful and even want to be like other people. One of the things that becomes a benchmark is the words of other people. Sometimes they make me insecure with their cursing words. In fact, they don't even know my real life.