She have two different personality one for the world and one for herself
She have this personality that is very contradicting with what she truly is but somehow it's living there inside of herself but no one knows about this reality other than only herself.
It's just really hard to explained what she is feeling some people say it's the individual bipolar and there is nothing that she need to be worried about as that was she’s been informed by the doctor that she went to meet.
She decided for the first time in her lives and tell herself that it is best that she meet with professional doctor cause she really wanted to understand what is really happening to herself and that is actually for the first time in her lives when she finally made up her mind to seek for a professional help.
As she really wanted to knows what is happening to herself and she is actually very worried of her ownselves and she keep asking herself why at times when she lost control over her ownselves she have this urge and feeling in her mind that tend to become very aggressive and protective and she also told the doctor that she is starting to get very worried of her own conditions .
As there was a time when she was provokes by some strangers she lost control over herself and by that time when it happens to her she is nearly going to hurt that person and the fact is, if it’s not because of something that distracted her attentions for some seconds that time what she have thought in her mind is only one thing is to actually do it. The brutal truth is she’s intending to just drive her car and crashed that person by droving the car onto him when she really lost control over herself that time that is thoughts that is somehow playing in her mind over and over again.
She becomes very worried of herself conditions and then she went to seek professional helps without taking any longer and that is the reasons to what brings her to meet the doctor and she also have told the doctor everything and there are actually not even a single details that she missed telling the doctor the entire time when the doctor asking her questions she is been honest to everything and she even told the doctor that at times why is she having that feelings there is something that is not right with herself why at times she felt that she is having a two different personality.
But the doctor she went to meet tell her that everyone have their own bipolar that tend to protect themselves and she dont have any serious issues about that and there is no need to be precautious of her conditions she’s just very stressed and so the doctor then gave her a medications.
When she left the hospital she is not happy with the consultation meeting with the doctor and she keep asking herself why at times she felt that she is not truly normal.
Then she keep on questioning herself over again and again why is that at times when some people is trying to provoked her and when those people is starting to make her feels like they are trying to put herself in a threat situations and from that moments onward when she get very triggered she will starting to changed herself behaviours and from someone that is kind and soft spoken person she could somehow turned herself into a horrendous monsters.
Because when some situations happens like when she is getting provoked and when the emotional triggered is consuming her own emotions she will tend to lost control over her ownselves as that is the moments when she will starting to feels that " the other side of herself " will appears and she also knows that when it’s happening to her she is aware of what's happening inside of her own mindbit's like stucking there in the middle and there is two sides of thoughts communications is going on inside her own mind.
She have this personality that is very contradicting with what she truly is but somehow it's living there inside of herself but no one knows about this reality other than only herself.
It's just really hard to explained what she is feeling some people say it's the individual bipolar and there is nothing that she need to be worried about as that was she’s been informed by the doctor that she went to meet.
She decided for the first time in her lives and tell herself that it is best that she meet with professional doctor cause she really wanted to understand what is really happening to herself and that is actually for the first time in her lives when she finally made up her mind to seek for a professional help.
As she really wanted to knows what is happening to herself and she is actually very worried of her ownselves and she keep asking herself why at times when she lost control over her ownselves she have this urge and feeling in her mind that tend to become very aggressive and protective and she also told the doctor that she is starting to get very worried of her own conditions .
As there was a time when she was provokes by some strangers she lost control over herself and by that time when it happens to her she is nearly going to hurt that person and the fact is, if it’s not because of something that distracted her attentions for some seconds that time what she have thought in her mind is only one thing is to actually do it. The brutal truth is she’s intending to just drive her car and crashed that person by droving the car onto him when she really lost control over herself that time that is thoughts that is somehow playing in her mind over and over again.
She becomes very worried of herself conditions and then she went to seek professional helps without taking any longer and that is the reasons to what brings her to meet the doctor and she also have told the doctor everything and there are actually not even a single details that she missed telling the doctor the entire time when the doctor asking her questions she is been honest to everything and she even told the doctor that at times why is she having that feelings there is something that is not right with herself why at times she felt that she is having a two different personality.
But the doctor she went to meet tell her that everyone have their own bipolar that tend to protect themselves and she dont have any serious issues about that and there is no need to be precautious of her conditions she’s just very stressed and so the doctor then gave her a medications.
When she left the hospital she is not happy with the consultation meeting with the doctor and she keep asking herself why at times she felt that she is not truly normal.
Then she keep on questioning herself over again and again why is that at times when some people is trying to provoked her and when those people is starting to make her feels like they are trying to put herself in a threat situations and from that moments onward when she get very triggered she will starting to changed herself behaviours and from someone that is kind and soft spoken person she could somehow turned herself into a horrendous monsters.
Because when some situations happens like when she is getting provoked and when the emotional triggered is consuming her own emotions she will tend to lost control over her ownselves as that is the moments when she will starting to feels that " the other side of herself " will appears and she also knows that when it’s happening to her she is aware of what's happening inside of her own mindbit's like stucking there in the middle and there is two sides of thoughts communications is going on inside her own mind.