Abditory🥀

6388 is a free call line.
I can only imagine how hard it could be but u can use this to report and seek consultation on issues regarding gender-based violence
Tg do ur thing and spread the word❤️❤️

Something for the night🖤🖤🖤🖤

Any of you ever had a low key bully friend?It had been long since I actually realized it...she would tell me I laugh in a not appealing way so I started covering my mouth.Every time I tried to stand up for myself she would try to belittle me and make me sick for standing up for myself..she even made me think I look bad in photos which made me not make memories with my friends....you would ask what the fuck is this bitch talking about?but what I want to say is that if you ever feel like you are settling for this stupid MFs who make you believe that you are less than what you are cut those assholes out of your life.cause the more you wait the more they will walk all over you and the more you will bury yourself and settle for less than you deserve even in a boyfriend...it would eventually make you believe that you being treated like a shit while you are in a relationship is what you deserve...so do yourself a favour...fuck then bitches and their disgusting personality...YOU DESERVE MORE...

I am at the point where I don't control anything.I lay in bed at night with a slight hope that I will wake up tomorrow and feel less tired...less of a burden...more of a normal human being where everything I do is me getting on with my day not me out running my anxiety.I want to wake up and not feel like I am fighting a battle which can take my breath from if it ever is willing.For once I want to be in control over my darkness and say to its face "you no longer have a power over me" ...I want to say it without fearing what it could do to me if it ever notices I am trying to fight it over the control of my mind...over my body....over my soul.i am just tired of feeling exhausted.I am tired of always having to hold a flicker of light as a purpose to go on with life...I am just fucking exhausted.
-Yeab T🥀-

I wanted to forgive you so much that in the process of wanting to forgive you I hated God.In the process of wanting to let go of the hurt I hated myself,I cut myself to direct all my hatred towards you back to myself,I stopped coming across you because I would imagine myself strangling you,I locked myself in a dark room and fight to sleep,I sit in the shower for hours to make myself believe that it washes away all of the things that made me cling to that suffering you gave me.And in all that.in losing myself.in living a near death experience.in hating you at night and in waking up in the morning being able to hate you less.in my silence.in my tear drops.in my rotten wrists.in my living corpse.in all my broken pieces I am afraid that if you open your arms to me I will come running back to those same arms that destroyed my sanity.But no matter what happens that hate is engraved in me because you never were there...you couldnt see the suffering in my eyes and because I had to run from home in order to survive......
-Yeab T🥀-