She doesn't accept my apology, katanya i was such a dissapointmtnt, stubborn. Kata yang paling nyakitin menurut gue, pas buna bilang, "saya nyesel nerima kamu di gc. Gara-gara kamu, semuanya hancur. Gc yang saya bangun dari lama, rumah saya, keluarga, semuanya hilang gara-gara kamu." I was freezing. Gue gatau mau ngomong/ngetik apa. After a couple minutes, gue instantly minta maaf. Gue ngakuin kesalahan gue. But still, she doesn't accept my apology. Because of me being stubborn, gue kehilangan semuanya. Teteh, buna, keluarga, rumah, tempat cerita, and everything. Even my old self.