#SantaConfession. You'll never know how many times I've wanted to reach out. But I'm learning that sometimes silence is the loudest answer. I keep thinking about all the things left unsaid between us, the questions that never had answers, and the love that faded without warning. It hurts to admit it, but part me still hopes you're thinking of me too, even just for a moment. I never wanted to let go, but I couldn't keep holding on when it felt like I was the only one that keep hurting you, I am the problem. An angel like you will never be paired with me.