Forward from: Serulian 🦋
It feels awful to be a MESS
And I'm TIRED of it
I'm tired of TRYING & FAILING
I just wanna be happy and proud
I wanna do something and later show everyone and also myself that I DID IT .....
it's easy to say but hard to do
I never gave up on the things I want ! I just took my time and waste it on telling I'll do it later or telling to myself that at least I'm better than a lot of people around me which is totally wrong in the end .
I just I know that I don't want to hide anymore .
I don't wanna waste anything anymore .
I don't wanna lie to me anymore .
But today I let myself to be a mess and to start everything over again tomorrow hoping it'll be my last messy day !
Maybe I'll fail again and end up being a MESS again but everybody knows that I fucking won't give up .
_the girl you know as a silent_boring kid
And I'm TIRED of it
I'm tired of TRYING & FAILING
I just wanna be happy and proud
I wanna do something and later show everyone and also myself that I DID IT .....
it's easy to say but hard to do
I never gave up on the things I want ! I just took my time and waste it on telling I'll do it later or telling to myself that at least I'm better than a lot of people around me which is totally wrong in the end .
I just I know that I don't want to hide anymore .
I don't wanna waste anything anymore .
I don't wanna lie to me anymore .
But today I let myself to be a mess and to start everything over again tomorrow hoping it'll be my last messy day !
Maybe I'll fail again and end up being a MESS again but everybody knows that I fucking won't give up .
_the girl you know as a silent_boring kid