i was locked inside myself, seeking for a way out. however, the walls were too high, condemning me to loneliness. i attempted to escape, seeking for an exit, but the route constantly ended in empty. i was stuck in a maze of complex emotions, locked in a whirlpool of perplexing sentiments. sometimes i want to give up and let myself be destroyed, yet a spark of hope keeps me going. i shall struggle on, discover myself again, and reunite the shards of my dispersed spirit. in the darkness, i shall start a fire and let its light enlighten the gloomy way. i'll put the parts of myself back together to become a strong, upright figure.