well yeah, maybe part of you got curious about what it's love look like since you never been in relationship, but once you fell in love with someone in romance way, you're going smiling like crazy for only thinking about that. love is easy, but stay for someone who doesn't deserve your love is hard because you thought they will give you an exact feelings as same as you but turned nothing. you have to prepare yourself once you starting to love someone, because love is not only about happy.. love is more than that. i know you will understand someday.