ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤYes I'm aware that if i stay true to my feelings, i'll get hurt pretty bad and will go through a lot of pain. But i knew him for a long that i can't ignore him anymore... i know too many of his good traits now. If these feelings can't be ignored i guess i'll have to face them. I'll try to comfort myself in vain saying "it's okay, you're mature enough to hide your pain". And i'll continue to think of an excuse to text him again.ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ