I'm fine I reply whenever someone asks me.But the truth is too deep to be expressed in a sentence, too heavy to be carried in words I'm fine, yes, but I live in a way that doesn't resemble me at all I move with a body that pulses only with repetition I smile as if life is proceeding as it should, while inside me there is restless chaos and inaudible noise.No one knows that I've lost something of myself along the way No one sees that I wear features that don't belong to me, that I say what I don't feel, that I do what I don't want, and that I exist in places where I don't belong.