You are depressed or let say you are suffering from depressions, which is very unfortunate.
And you create a channel around your depression, you post stuff about how life is painful, surviving is tough...and you want to end your life and you know that kinda content...
You cross promote it to get more followers to your depressed channel and spread your depressed content...
I donāt get it, is doing this makes you feel better? Are you helping yourself? Helping others? How is spreading your sickness help anyone?
Or is it about validation and attention?