my great and kind God, lately I have been talking to you more than ever because I have no one but you and I really need a deep peace from you.. The earth is not for me and I do not belong here, please take me back to you, where nothing bothers me so much anymore. All my life, I tried to be a sign of your existence on earth, I know I was not always very good, but until the day I return to you, I will try to be the best girl in the world, as a sign of your existence and kindness on earth. give me a lot of peace and calm my heart, you know that your daughter has no one but you, my kind God, and so far all the people in her life have broken her heart. give me patience and peace, free me from pain and save me from this earth and the events. Amen.