i push my fingers into my eyes
it's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
but it's made of all the things I have to take
jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
if the pain goes on
i have screamed until my veins collapsed
i've waited as my time's elapsed
now all I do is live with so much fate
i've wished for this, I've bitched at that
i've left behind this little fact
you cannot kill what you did not create