You know that state of life when you know exactly what your problem is, but you have no idea how to solve it alone (bc it's literally a communication problem) and nobody expects you to have that problem bc you seem like you're doing fine in their eyes, and bc this is like the first time in your life that people actually believe that you are capable of doing something, you don't want to ruin what they think about you, but at the same time you know you're in an important age and if you don't fix this problem, is going to get worse in adulthood. but like you really, REALLY don't want to ask for help.