it's funny because i can never accept losing people permanently. even like distant friends from years ago who i wasn't even that close with. i always want to talk to them, to ask how they're doing, how they've changed over the years we didn't talk, what are their interests now, what's currently bothering them in life, which new artists they like. idk. when i get attached to someone i can never just throw them out. a part of them always stays