Soul & Mind / Qalb & Ong

Just from my heart to save and later thank in shaa Allah.

After 10 years I want to make a small circle with my children and recite with them Qur'an. I want them to continue the ayah I stopped on with smart and full of attention eyes.

Want them to love their religion and their Creator.

I want them to ask me different questions about prophets and sahabas, peace be upon them. I really want them to have this seed of deen in their hearts that, with time, turns into the tree 🌴, the palm with deep, strong roots, obvious and hidden benefits.

I want them to memorize the book of Allah, and then, act accordingly. I want them to be kind to each other, in general I want them to be kind and have a high empathy for people.

And for all of these now I am doing my best to be a good example, I am working on myself. Whatever I am learning, going through, struggles I face, whatever lessons I gain now are all worth those sweet fruits I will get at the end in the faces of my precious children.

#thoughts

Mening eng sevimli hadisim.

عَنْ أَبِي هُرَيْرَةَ رَضِي اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ: قَالَ النَّبِيُّ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ: يَقُولُ اللهُ تَعَالَى: أَنَا عِنْدَ ظَنِّ عَبْدِي بِي، وَأَنَا مَعَهُ إِذَا ذَكَرَنِي، فَإِنْ ذَكَرَنِي فِي نَفْسِهِ ذَكَرْتُهُ فِي نَفْسِي، وَإِنْ ذَكَرَنِي فِي مَلَأٍ ذَكَرْتُهُ فِي مَلَأٍ خَيْرٍ مِنْهُمْ، وَإِنْ تَقَرَّبَ إِلَيَّ بِشِبْرٍ تَقَرَّبْتُ إِلَيْهِ ذِرَاعًا، وَإِنْ تَقَرَّبَ إِلَيَّ ذِرَاعًا تَقَرَّبْتُ إِلَيْهِ بَاعًا، وَإِنْ أَتَانِي يَمْشِي أَتَيْتُهُ هَرْوَلَةً

Abu Hurayra rodiyallohu anhudan rivoyat qilinadi:

«Nabiy sollallohu alayhi vasallam shunday dedilar: «Alloh taolo aytadi: «Men bandamning Men haqimdagi gumonidaman.* Meni eslasa, u bilan birgaman. Agar u Meni o‘zi eslasa, Men ham uni O‘zim eslayman. Agar u Meni bir jamoa ichida eslasa, Men uni ulardan yaxshiroq jamoa ichida eslayman. Agar u Menga bir qarich yaqinlashsa, Men unga bir ziro’ yaqinlashaman. Agar u Menga bir ziro’ yaqinlashsa, Men unga bir quloch yaqinlashaman. Agar u Menga yurib kelsa, Men unga chopib boraman».


Robbingiz tomon bir qadam bosing, lutf va marhamatini ochiq oydin ko'rasiz. Shunchaki bir qadam... Bir sidqi dildan bajarilgan solih amal...


Sizni bu dunyoda ham, u dunyoda ham hech kim qutqarolmaydi, yolg'iz Uning Rahm-Shavqati bundan mustasno.

🕑 Temuriy izdoshlari maktabi.

Mutolaamdan bir bolakay chalg'itdi: "Telefoniz bormi, qo'ng'iroq qilvolay?" -deb.
Telefonimni berdim. Onasiga qildi, ayol javob berishi bilan bolakay yig'lab dardini aytdi: "Aya, meni urishyapti, meni zanjir bilan urishdi".... Suhbat 2-3 daqiqa davom etti. "Yana qiladilar, shu yerdasiz-a?" - deb, telefonimni qaytardi. Keyin oldimga chaqirib nima bo'lganini so'radim.

Yoshi 12 da ekan, Namangandan shu yerga 1 iyul (ya'ni ~3 kun oldin) kelibti, xarbiy maktabga ta'lim olgani. "Kim uryapti"- deb so'rasam, serjant va yana bir bolani ismini aytdi. "Ular hammani xohlaganicha urar ekan, meni ham kaltaklashni boshlashdi, kelgan kunidan boshlab 3 kun tegishmas ekan, keyin zanjir, shlank bilan urisharkan, farqi yo'q boshimi, oyog'imi uraverarkan" - deb rosa yig'ladi.

Onasi bilan gaplashyotib: "bir kosagina ovqat beradi, 38 bola, to'ymayapmiz" - deydi ....

To'g'risi bolani ko'rib ezildim. Uzoqdan, ota-onasining issiq bag'ridan katta shaharga kelsa-yu, hech kim himoya qilolmaydi deb uni bu yerda do'pposlashsa. Shumi tarbiyalash metodi? Shumi jasur avlodni yetishtirish yo'li? Men o'pib-silab gapirish kerak demayapman, tarbiya, intizom bo'lsin, ammo tanada va eng achinarlisi qalbda qoladigan yaralar orqali emas!

Bolakay menga oyog'idagi izlarni ko'rsatdi, u bilan suhbatlashdik...


Menimcha biz qalbi qattiq, toshbag'ir bolalarni katta qilishni xohlamaymiz, ammo nega jismoniy jarohatni normal deb qabul qilamiz, qachongacha? Dunyo vahshiylashgani sayin bir-birimizga nisbatan ozgina bo'lsayam mehribonroq bo'lishimiz kerak emasmi? ((

#thoughts

I just decided to make my way back to You, so no one ever can break my heart, where You only Exist, my Almighty Allah!

#reminder

In case you haven't listened to Qur'an today.