I over think, always. And i don't hate my self for this. In fact, i am proud of myself that in the world full of no emotions, i still have the heart that feels and bleed.
I overthink because things matter to me, people's matter to me, relationship matter, smile matters. And when things affect your soul, how can you not overthink? I think we are running away from emotions, and in that quest, we abuse the people with a heart as over thinkers. You don't care, and you call it cool. But why would i waste my emotions, time, and efforts on you when you are too cool to care? I want some one who will meet me and go back home, thinking about how it felt.
I don't want someone to meet me, click some selfies, cheak-in, and leave as if nothing happened. No, i refuse to be a part of nothingness in your life. I am valuable, my time is valuable, my emotions are valuable. And if you take back home nothing after our every conversation is a story that brought us. Closer. And stories stay with you, the good ones stay.
So call me mad, but i will always over love. I will always overthink, i will always over care, i will always be stupid.
Exactly?🙂