I try to make sweet memories with my friends I'm afraid that one day I will lose them It will make me sad I mean I lost my best childhood friend I feel pain whenever I remember her last words to me I feel sad She told me that she loves me and asked me what I would do if she disappeared one day I hesitated and tested myself Impossible so I did not answer her question He should have told her that I would lose the happiest days of my life He should have told her that I did not smile after her departure He should have told her that I would feel lonely He should have told her that my tears would pour He should have told her that I would feel jealous He should have told her that I would miss her very much.