i don't think anybody can understand the impact that banana fish has on me. the way the moment i thought everything was going to be ok something horrible happened again. the way that just everything that happened was so cruel yet it had gentle moments where it was just ash and eiji. the way that eiji was the only one who actually cared for ash's feelings even tho they had only known each other for less than a year. the way that eiji was the first and only person who ash was comfortable showing his emotions to. he even cried in his arms. the way that ash presented himself as a harsh man with no heart to everyone but deep inside, he was still the same scared little boy. the way he always had a frown on his face but his facial features still remained soft. the way his soft golden hair gently moved with the soft wind blows while he held a gun in his right hand, ready to make the ones who made his life hell and hurt eiji, never see the light of the day ever again.