If we meet at a time when you understand what loss means, I'll be going too because its destiny like that. Maybe not in a painful way as we now know, maybe not in a strange way that I did to make you aware, but there will be other ways that might make us regret all of this more. Don't blame the timing, don't blame the time and don't blame how you behave towards me. There's nothing we have to blame, her destiny is painful. You better not use the word "should" to describe your regret because there are no more "should" or "ifs". The two words mean nothing now. I loved you, girl. So just remember that and it not your fault.