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gua sfs main acc sampe acc gua limit, dan yg ngediving + ngasi feedback itu bener" ga bisa dikatain sfs main acc, kalian tu niat sfs ga si? mana yang katanya "sfs main acc yu..saya sering diving & ngasi feedback kok" iya gua tau kalian punya kesibukan rl dan ga bisa di tele terus, tapi pliss lah woii!! kalian ga diving sementara ch kalian banyak yg up terus, entah itu tentang ini atau itu, atau lagi ngobrol" sm adm di ch kalian. gua sering perhatiin ch kalian, sampai 200± ch yg slalu beraktivitas tapi yang diving setengah dari itupun gada. maaf kalo kata-kata gua myb ada yg salah atau bikin kalian ga seneng, tapi ini buat kebaikan juga, dan biar sama-sama adil, kasian juga buat yg lainnya, thanks.

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ i love that man.ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

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ㅤㅤ Dew in the morning I whisper your name, he wants me to take care of you always drops of water that flow to the estuary, deliver you to me here. Winning my heart is not an easy thing, you managed to make me unable to live without you. Keeping love is not an easy thing, but for a second you never turn away from me, I'm lucky to have you. You are proof, from the beauty of your beautiful face as well as your little angel's heart, you become harmony when I sing about the light and dark of this life. you are the most beautiful form of God's goodness to me, time has finished your handsomeness, you are the greatest man for me please keep that in mind. The power of love, the figure of him I will no longer get in other people. Restless, hurt, the tone of our love has united into a solid that will last forever. The cut on the tree will then continue to remind me of the struggle of our love until this point, truly extraordinary love emphasizes the immortality of an ordinary man who is able to captivate the heart of a Princess, yes he is none other than "Adriel".

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ㅤㅤ 𝖱𝖺𝗂𝗇 . . 𝖥𝗈𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝖾𝖼𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝗁𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗆 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗋𝗈𝗉𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗉𝖾𝖺𝖼𝖾. 𝖬𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗈 𝖺𝗐𝗋𝗒, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗌𝗈 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝖼𝗄𝗅𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇 𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒, 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝖾. 𝖨 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗁𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗆𝗂𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌, 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀
ㅤㅤ𝖨 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗉, 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝖾𝗒𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗐𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝖺𝗌 𝖿𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖽. 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗐𝗇𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖿𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗆𝗉𝗍𝗒 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗉𝖺𝖼𝖾, 𝗌𝗈 𝖿𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝗍 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾𝖽. 𝖢𝖺𝗇 𝗐𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗎𝗉 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒? 𝖢𝖺𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝗈𝗇𝖼𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗏𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇? 𝖥𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾, 𝗐𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗈𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗂𝗌
ㅤㅤ𝖱𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝗆𝗉𝗍𝗒 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝖼𝗈𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽. 𝗂𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗆 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗌𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾, 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗈 𝖨 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝗌𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗀𝗈 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗋𝗈𝗈𝗆.
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⠀⠀It is very difficult for me when it comes to expressing my feelings. Words are never enough to express how overwhelmed I am being unable to decipher what has been lurking inside my mind. Having to encounter this vulnerable side of myself isn't something that I'm fond of. My mind is too sophisticated to begin with.
⠀⠀"Why'd you go missing when you're down?" is a question that I tend to receive when I'm not feeling like myself. Maybe that you've been considering myself as people's serotonin boost. It's true, I conserve my energy well. But consider that I am still fully human, I can have bad days too.
⠀⠀⠀If I grow quiet all of a sudden, it's not that I'm angry at the people around me. I just prefer to stay in my own space and let myself be immersed in music, until I feel much better. Music talks back to me. It heals me; it understands myself more than anyone does.
⠀⠀And yes, I do seek out for help whenever I can't handle bottling my thoughts and concerns to myself. Sometimes I don't know how to 'breathe', and I need someone who can help me deal with my emotions when I'm falling apart.
⠀⠀People's assumptions about me hating on them, please do get rid of it. I treat my mutuals just like what they deserve to be treated. No one's getting treated extra in my lane—unless you're my boyfriend. That is obvious.
⠀⠀It has been difficult, pressurized to always look perfect in front of people. Always wanting to reach one's expectation. But the fact that we're all just imperfect people trying to find our own worth and happiness in people, it makes me come to a realization that I have been too focused on pleasing people that I forgot to take care of myself.
⠀⠀Being one feels like I'm living between heaven and hell, but that's what made me who I am today.
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