But then that night also idk how but I suddenly just thought about how nabi ibrahim really trust Allah how he husnuzon dengan Allah , and then i try to put my trust again in Allah and even more than before , i sujud and then i doa " ya allah please help me to do the things i planned long ago , i dont wanna waste my time , so please keep me and all muslimin and muslimat to trust you and remember about you . "