"Youre always smiling."
"Youre always laughing."
"How can you be happy all the time?"

All of these questions get asked of me on a daily basis.
No, im not always smiling.
No, im not always laughing.
No, im not always happy.
Sometimes im not even happy at all.

If you see me smile, its because i feel sad.
If you see me laugh, its because i feel lonely.
If you see me happy, its because im breaking.

All you really see are the fake smiles.
All you really see are the fake laughs.
All you really see are the masks i wear.