Disappointed.

jakop alan dirga juga

hM arga akan w banned😉

Halooo! jaemin rp-ers absen kesini yuk, sekalian bantu fw dong moots thank you yaa😉🤍

udah gua omongin dan minta baik baik, malah sampai gua kasih proof nya. tapi masih aja nanya mulu kayak wartawan

yang vote bawah alasannya kenapa?

I'm not the first person you loved. You're not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of forevers. We have bot known loss like the sharp edges of a knife. We have both lived with lips more scar tissue than skin. Our love came unannounced in the middle of the night. Our love came when we’d given up on asking love to come. I think that has to be part of its miracle. This is how we heal. I’ll kiss you forgiveness. You will hold me like I hope. Our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book.


I’ll write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin. I’ll write novels to the scar of your nose. I’ll write a dictionary of all the words I have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you. I know sometimes it’s still hard to let me see you in all your cracked perfection, but please know; whether it’s the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap your body broken into a thousand questions. I’ll love you when you’re a still day, I’ll love you when you’re a hurricane.

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Often times, despite being surrounded by the freshness of light breezes, the beauty of the rich blue sky, the good and positive vibes of the people who love and care about you, it doesn't seem to envelop you with the feeling of a warm hug that you so desperately need as there is a constant storm brewing around you. You influence, the incessant rain creates war between thoughts, makes you feel worthless, and your deepest fears begin to creep in, because everything feels like a mess and you don't feel okay. nothing seems to go your way, even though you work for every drop of sweat you shed for hours, you feel like you've won a race, but the finish line disappears into thin air in seconds.


let me tell you this, it's okay to stop it's okay to cry, it's okay to feel hurt and lonely, it's okay to be weak, it's okay to feel whatever you feel, your emotions are valid, and even though You feel like you have to try to be better in that moment, you don't, because it's okay not to be okay. I know at that moment you feel lost, trapped in a maze you can't get through but you will, you've come this far the only person you'll ever lie to is yourself that you're not strong enough to get through this by never surrender.


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