What do you really want? To help you or just scream into the void? Say it. Admit it. We all show a moment of weakness, why can't you? Because you are afraid. Afraid that people will recognize the real you. The real you that you hid and denied for a long time. You think they won't accept the real you. Or maybe they really won't accept you? What will you do? Still, it's better to shout into the void than to open up to people.