A lil kiddo
He looks back at his life filled with regret
He drinks it all off in hopes to forget
reality is it's killing him not filling him
What does he do? You may wonder
He himself does not know so he plunders
Although he have struggled
It doesn't matter
As much as his words flatter
His hopes and dreams all shattered
He realized whatever he did it never mattered
And thou he no longer fucks with love
he now sits down and blames it all above
all he wishes for is some roses on his grave
Cause with the life he lived he was brave
He stayed strong and didn't fall a slave
So what does he do now. Run away?
Ask God and pray? Or end it all?
He realizes there is no end to it except death
So he takes on his last breath
In hopes of the Good
And what's left of it
And realizes his time has come to an end
That he couldn't hold on he couldn't blend
So he looks in the mirror one last time
For he speaks no words to this world he is a mime
Filled with shame realisin that
He threw his name and knew that
His life was a Game
He closes his eyes for the last time
Hoping everything is gonna be fine
Thou
That lil kiddo is now filled with fears
And his eyes are soaked with tears
he brings out the knife
And remembers everything from the start
So he pushes it slowly to his heart
And before it penetrates he hesitates
Cause a thought just crossed his mind
What if he was blind
What if he didn't need to end it all
What if he didn't need a knife
What if reality was he needed a wife
And that was the girl of his dreams
Someone he hasn't met yet
Someone that hasn't filled him with regret
Someone that he can't forget
As he forgets the past later on
He realizes he is his own hero
hours after that he is back to ground zero




They say the eyes are a window to someone's soul and as I stared at your eyes I fell in love with your soul