you cannot make someone choose you. he does not like you. he hardly even cares about you. he only wants you around when he needs someone to tell him how great he is and to make him feel better about himself. you put in so much effort and give over every kind of love and get nothing in return but rejection and feelings of unworthiness. he doesn't not regard your emotions. he does not choose you. he is not going to choose you, and you can't change that. but you are special. you are important. you are kind and warm and perfectly enough. you deserve someone who will treat you likewise. you deserve attention, quality time, flowers, words of affirmation, surprises and the love that you give so freely. and someone will treat you that way one day, but darling it isn't going to be him. so be fair to yourself. let it go.⠀