Weeks, maybe even days, after my first discovery, I got pregnant with our son.
He was suddenly into me again! This emotional roller coaster 🎢 and pattern continued throughout our entire relationship.
(It wasn’t until I left, and wrote the timeline down in my journal, that I realized 👀 the pattern.)
I went through the daily motions and did what I had to do to survive.
When our son was about 18 months, he was carrying dad’s iPad around the house, and dropped it.
I picked it up and took a look at the screen.
There it was.
“Young teen in tight jeans gets f*cked hard.”
I lost it.
He told me he reset the iPad, and stuff he had looked at YEARS ago, before he even knew me, must have re-loaded.
That’s one thing about him, he always underestimates my intelligence.
Thank you for sharing your stories yesterday. It’s healing for us all. ✨
He was suddenly into me again! This emotional roller coaster 🎢 and pattern continued throughout our entire relationship.
(It wasn’t until I left, and wrote the timeline down in my journal, that I realized 👀 the pattern.)
I went through the daily motions and did what I had to do to survive.
When our son was about 18 months, he was carrying dad’s iPad around the house, and dropped it.
I picked it up and took a look at the screen.
There it was.
“Young teen in tight jeans gets f*cked hard.”
I lost it.
He told me he reset the iPad, and stuff he had looked at YEARS ago, before he even knew me, must have re-loaded.
That’s one thing about him, he always underestimates my intelligence.
Thank you for sharing your stories yesterday. It’s healing for us all. ✨