Turns out it’s a lie just like the smile I put on each and everyday. I know outside I’m smiling, It’s the face I fake for you, but inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do. I know my family loves me, I’m there when their decisions are poor. I’m sick of feeling like this walked on rug thrown upon the floor. I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I’m doing here. Can I wake up from this dream? Can I please just disappear? You are the sun that shines brightly throughout my day. You are the gravity that holds me down in every way. You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night. You are stars that glimmer oh so bright. The feelings I feel for you, I am never letting go. Remember me always and I will, too. I always think of me and you.