The Cyan Star

Updated this btw

Speaking of which...

I'll share anything that comes up into my mind here in the form of art, writing or anything else

Aaand thats it up to now i guess

"She got me from behind, but it seems like she couldnt stop anything, only managing to kill me at the price of her own life.
Now we are both falling to our death.
For me, i knew that i fulfilled my goal in life, to serve for what is real, that our god does indeed exist.
I had always wanted to sacrifice my life for my god, because i know that death is not the end.
And yet, i look at her, her beautiful gaze towards the blue sky as we are getting further and further from it.
Her eyes are barely recognizable through her hair, but it seems like they are already dead.
Did she die in shock? No, as we get closer to our destination i can recognize that she is still alive. And yet she seems like she is gonna lose everything she valued and cared for, does she really not have any sense of reason? Maybe that would have helped her awkward state now.
But for a miniscule moment, right before the impact, i asked myself, what if she is right?..."
They both died.

#Magen

"pessimism"
Once, a man imagined himself victorious in a game, and was defeated.
Another time, he envisioned a future with a certain someone, and lost them soon after.
Eventually, he recognized a pattern emerging across the various aspects of his life, the pattern of misery born from hopeful wishes.
So this time, he imagined a car accident, and it occurred.
After further experimentation, it seemed to be a superpower, yet he acknowledged with certainty that it was nothing of the sort. What he could anticipate had to remain close to reality, governed by logic.
And so he chose to remain pessimistic, for that was the only way he could prevent himself from being wounded again...
#Onces_in_finity

"Discernment"
Once, a mother devoted to her faith, beseeched her god to grant her only child the capacity to recognize truth in adulthood.
The request was granted and the child grew to possess acute discernment, effortlessly separating fact from falsehood.
But this clarity led to a realization that the god isnt real, and the mothers beliefs were nothing more than utter nonsense.
Disillusioned, the child distanced themselves from their own mother.
The mother, interpreting this abandonment not as a rejection of her faith but as a reflection of her own limited understanding, persisted in her prayers for her childs well-being...
#Onces_in_finity

"Entities free from any amount of dimension, who would be limited to exist, whose nature is of infinity, the interest of whom in our entire cosmic universe near zero.
That is what we called the "Children of Infinity"
So, tell me what exactly do you do when something unimportant becomes a nuisance to you?
Haha, you end the nuisance of course!
That is exactly what is gonna happen, unless a miracle stops it."

#Magen

"Its rather obvious why you hate and despise them so much, that you want to try infecting them first.
They have shattered your ideologies very easily, havent they?
They respect and treasure their culture like its the most precious thing in the world and even then they adapted to another culture without even a single problem, and here you are telling your people that adapting to any other culture is disrespecting your own.
Haha, i wonder how further your life is gonna last this insanity of yours."

#Magen

When i give any meaning to what i do, or have done, it comes out of abstraction and puts an amount of responsibility on my back.
Maybe thats what im scared of; never being able to go back to how everything was before a meaning for it appeared in the first place...

"The fate, the world we end up with, is what the outsiders believe, what they desire, and what they want.
But worlds that are led to them for decision never end up in one, and in the end, they lose their identities and become one with infinity again.
Though there is one outsider between them which is different, and that is "The Discoverer".
The Discoverer is the first ever outsider who discovers this world and its fate through infinity while being in the world of outsiders, and the others discover this world only through The Discoverer.
And in the world of outsiders my vessel was created from, there is a rule that only the discoverer can decide what happens in the end for this world, and the thing that happens gets recorded in that world and connects the discoverer route or in other words, THE REALITY, like a chain that connects the worlds together.
So The Discoverer of this world, relative to its own world and this world, is the GOD of it.
And my very being means this world is connected to another world through me, and the discoverer and god from that world has seen purpose in me for the fate it has discovered.
Trust me, no matter what you do, there are worlds out of your reach with unwanted outcomes that will always exist and you can never change them, it is something even gods cant help with.
I know someone who tried, The Discoverer and I know about him, and you yourself do as well! you might think that you dont know but your body will act as if it knows that person if it ever sees him.
Whats stuck to your face has come a long way to reach you, and it has come directly from him.
He is now lost in infinity and will never come back because he wanted to, because his love for her was so much he decided to lose his identity in order to love, live and save her from each and every reality that parts of her scattered in.
Even in that state he might not be able to save them all, he might not be able to love them all because that is the nature of infinity, and yet, he did it, just because he wanted to love and love and love until the end, the nothing, the non existance.
Haha...sounds crazy doesnt it? Thats just how he was."

#Magen

"They claim to be emancipated and yet, they are allured into what they were running from.
Could one call it a decease, or is it greed?
Maybe it was a cure all along, or maybe, THEY HAD NO CHANCE TO BEGIN WITH!"

#Magen

But his version of jealousy was not to wish bad luck, he was just sad, and maybe even mad at life to give him the pain of watching it happen somewhere, and never letting him reach it, no matter how hard he tried.
So he held his tears back, wished only good luck and manned up to continue seeking his dreams...