The desire to be understood is fundamental to social creatures, and yet in essence is an intentionally flawed design with no limit of frustration, because no one understands until it happens to him, and it is fruitless to communicate with someone for whom understanding is impossible. Death is therefore simply God's way of showing a human his disgrace, and all of life comes crumbling down, the most precious and valuable things that exist are desecrated and ruined by each generational cycle, the greatest potential demoralized into oblivion. There is nothing good in this world, it is all a ritual of ruination, time after time, and life and wisdom are cheated and hindered. All that are around now are cowards and self-gratifying fools who still walk in darkness while claiming to see just fine. I was born blessed to listen and be an independent thinker and have a lifetime, and that lifetime to be focused on truth and Jesus Christ. I have forgotten in my brief lifetime more than many will ever know. All virtues were welcomed within me, and I lived by righteousness, and suffered as usual for it. I used all manner of intellect and intelligence and awareness to evaluate the knowledge of God and life and human behaviors available to me, I really took the time and made the intentional effort to learn, and God gave me a variety of experiences. I saw the greatest good, and God, and I saw the worst evil, and malicious demons. I listened to God, and I lived, and I learned as best I could. My constant level of stress was described as unbelievable. Society has chosen mostly to hate me in envy rather than respect me. I was never afraid to admit that I was afraid. I have seen noble actions from people of all ages, and admired such. I have discovered the most critical secrets that should be made known, and I have kept secrets since childhood. I know that each soul learns for itself during its lifetime, and every life story is unique and part of God's intended narrative. I know reputation spreads more easily than understanding, and lies are more delightful to ponder than honesty and facts to build an accurate understanding. I know all religions and people are deceived or fail in their necessary understanding, and only an exceedingly rare soul dedicates himself to truth and life without fear. I tried to be such a man. I tried to be a hero to all, a pillar of society, following in the noble footsteps of the holy Lord who so few people truly know. All my knowledge goes to no one, for I have remained a virgin with no wife or child of my own, and the war against evil claims lifetimes and lives. As my time expires, knowing that no one could understand, knowing that my knowledge dies with me, and seeing the cycle of folly, death, and ruin continue on earth despite my attempts to get people to listen, as anyone would say, it is the grand tragedy of this world order that what is most valuable is not valued and what is simply bad is valued the most. The world order is actually sick and insane, and society is its women, so I blame Eve for demanding money and hindering procreation more than the demonic fake Jews who destroy using their systems of money. If women didn't demand money, there would be no problems. But don't bother telling that to a woman, for her 12-year-old brain will be incapable of comprehending honest intellectual conclusions. If you observe, most people are primitive and foolish, so a woman is just a girl and only good for sex and maternal instinct, and people of all ages are easily swayed by fear and socially tricked into a way of life that exploits them, because they need to be unwillingly convinced that goodness is valuable. Make a system of slavery and you have conquered the world forever. The Satanic Jews have succeeded in that, and womankind is the foolish, childish, accomplice in the butchering of all life on earth. Of course they won't understand! Did Adam and Eve admit their wrongdoing? It's all the same old garbage to be burned in Gehenna.
