Do you have any idea how much I miss you?
Those times when I used to say I love you.

Remember those moments, when you said you will never leave me alone,
and I am your heartbeat.
What happened now?
When I am all alone,
and these silk sheets
soaked with this salty water, I have no idea how.

You wanted to hear my thoughts about you?
I love you and I have always said it very bravely to you.
You have always been a charismatic person.
I will always despise the thing which gave you depression.

You don't have to act strict and tough.
I know that you are soft hearted and not so rough.
You said you're so alone.
I am sorry, even being with me
never made you feel known.

You are deserving of much love,
I always wanted to say,
but never got the chance to express my love
because I thought I might annoy you in some way.

You are not a loser or silly
but a big winner and a really good ally.
You wanted a human to understand you,
I was there but maybe not worthy enough to be with you.

There was no need to secretly love me,
you should have openly told me.
I have always loved you as well,
I remember that moment when you said it all feels real,
and I, felt very surreal.
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