If only I can make mylife better with spelling bibbidi -bobbidi-boo, I will not type these long sentences here to just venting. The ups and downs I am going through make me realize that I'm living in real life, not living next door after Elsa or maybe Cinderella. But somehow, that's a beauty of life. When u are just living a happy life, there will not be a word "happy" because you don't know what angry and sad are. There's nothing wrong with feeling angry or sad sometimes. Because I'm a human, not a character that going through the five stages story structure.