My god doesn't it kills u to hate ur life to hate ur family this is my story I have so many questions about my self who I am and where I came from what do I want wat is the meaning of life I ask my self these questions when im sad when loose hope its so painful when its with ur family cuz its all u got and u start hating them I started asking my self if my mom is really my mom or I'm I someone from other unknown family wat if I got exchange at the hospital what if my mom was another person that I could love that wouldnt make me feel this kinda feeling I always wish that maybe one day someone will come and tell me that they are my parents i know its rude to hate ur families but this I truly what I feel right now