It's not that I've given up, Its just that I won't look desperate anymore cos there's a difference between desperation and desire and I've tried my best but still.

This isn't goodbye, I hope. Just won't try anymore cos I know you don't feel the way I do and you probably never will.

I’m so tired. This pain in my heart, it’s been here for more than a year and I can’t stand it anymore. I’m so tired of being sad because of you. So tired of thinking about you, having dreams about you. My mind is exhausted.

I know it’s over. It’s been over for a long time now, I don’t know why I’m still hoping, it’s such a waste of time. Why can’t I just forget you like I forgot every other girl in my life? You’re not my first and neither my last relationship, but I forgot all the other .. why can’t I just forget you? I’ve tried literally everything. I don't know what you feel and it's a burden, one I will try to lift.

Milton✨👑
@jgrite