Things would have been so much better back then…
If we had heard each other’s voices. I hate myself.
I was selfish, and I never thought about anyone else’s feelings.
Since then, my classmates have all looked down on me.
I’ve lived for seventeen years,
and I haven’t lived one of them as a good person!
The only time I heard your voice was when we got into that fight.
And what pisses me off the most is the fact that I haven’t changed at all since back then! But...
But now, I think I can understand what you were saying… Nishimiya. Me and you… Can we be… friends? Shit!! I went way too far!! I was just gonna apologize and get out of here!
Why the hell did I end up asking her to be friends?…
Why did I even say that?!
Jeez, that’s so embarrassing!
How can you even say that?”