I Cry Because It Makes Me Feel Closer To You In Some Way Because Thats All I Did When We Were Together I Look For Ways To Cry For Reasons To Cry It Makes Me Feel So Close To You And Sometimes I Just Cry For No Reason Just For The Sake Of Doing It For The Sake Of Being In Pain I Feel Like Im Connected To You In Some Sort Of Fucked Up Way When Am In Pain Because That Was The Only Thing You Managed To Make Me Feel Its The Only Emotion Ill Ever Know Because Its The Only Emotion You Ever Thought Me I Guess My Pain Gave Satisfaction And I Being The I I Am Wanted To Satisfy You Despite What It Took In Me But Then You Left Me....I Just Couldnt Satisfy You Anymore Hurting Myself....It Confused Me Because I Thought Even If My Love Wasnt Enough To Make You Stay My Pain Would Be I Thought You Would Stay Just For The Pleasure Of Seeing Me In Pain...I Was Your Student And You Were My Teacher And I Feel Pain Now Because It Was The Only Thing I Was Ever Thought To Feel.