When i love someone deeply, i learn what demons live within them and i realize that they are hurting me because they are hurting somewhere within themselves. They are fighting a battle within and may not even know it, so they take it out on me and fight me. Decide to let them go, but not because I'm being petty and resentful. I let them go because, i really believe that the both of we can find the healing i truly need without being together and hurting each other in the process. Letting someone go doesn't mean i stop loving and caring about anyone. Letting go means I'm choosing freedom over the illusion of loyalty.
Moving on and getting over someone is one of the hardest things i have to do in life. So i have to move on the right way. Get my closure from them and tell them everything i ever wanted to tell them, how much i love them, how much i hate them, etc. So I'll have no regrets or what ifs. Then tell them goodbye forever. If they let me leave without a fight for me, then they is not worth it anyways. It's going to hurt like hell. Allow Myself to be sad. To be angry. But i have to wake up every day and continue my life without them. It's always easier said than done. So just let time heal my wounds. This is a time for me to heal. To take care of my heart. One day I'll wake up and i won't miss them anymore.
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