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ㅤㅤ𝕴 sit here wondering what to write. So many thoughts rush in and out of my head. Thoughts of 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 but it all bullshit. That I cant write down one feeling makes me wonder what do I feel, when I told my ex I loved him was it real or just mix emotions. I really don't know, I see all kind of people going by. They all look like they know what is going on but me I don't its hard for me to 𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 . Its hard for me to do anything that is me. I get so lost in the confusion. Even now that I write words change and I have to go back and put them the way I think I want them. It's sad that I have to write this because I have nothing to say that is my own. Everything in the past now is question in the first really thing that is mine. I now write about the first emotion that I know is real because it been there my whole life. I don't know where to go what to do, other then try to find a little hint of light to get out of the darkness well the thing I leave now with is a 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕓𝕪𝕖.
ㅤㅤ𝕴 sit here wondering what to write. So many thoughts rush in and out of my head. Thoughts of 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 but it all bullshit. That I cant write down one feeling makes me wonder what do I feel, when I told my ex I loved him was it real or just mix emotions. I really don't know, I see all kind of people going by. They all look like they know what is going on but me I don't its hard for me to 𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 . Its hard for me to do anything that is me. I get so lost in the confusion. Even now that I write words change and I have to go back and put them the way I think I want them. It's sad that I have to write this because I have nothing to say that is my own. Everything in the past now is question in the first really thing that is mine. I now write about the first emotion that I know is real because it been there my whole life. I don't know where to go what to do, other then try to find a little hint of light to get out of the darkness well the thing I leave now with is a 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕓𝕪𝕖.