Moderate?!!
This was the roughest any guy had ever been with me. It was overwhelming, and I wasn’t sure if I could handle it, as i was already wet inside and I was contemplating where could this lead too?!!
I made him pause for a moment, both of us catching our breath.
He must have noticed I was struggling to keep up, because he tried to lighten the mood. He smiled and said, “Alright, let me give you a hickey” I laughed a little, more out of nervousness than anything else, and let him. He already had my top somewhat down, but now he shifted my bra, gave me hicky near my nipples, trying to ease the tension, but the roughness from earlier was still on my mind…. As we both saw the hickey we continued to kiss, he then went on to my breast, this guy I swear!! He was now biting my nipples!! While pulling my hair😫 i mean let met recover !!!
I was doing my part of rubbing his dick gently from above his pants, i could feel he was hard, as he was putting his hand inside my track pants, he reached till my pubes, but i stopped him, telling him I’m not cleaned down there.
I was, but I had to lie, i was wet just by this and the way he was going i would’ve surrenderred it all..
during this pause i think he was aware of my facial expressions; when i asked him , let’s just kiss…
He was kind enough to understand although
After that, things never quite went back to the way they were before. I think I was still trying to process everything that had happened. He had been so sweet at first, but then the shift to roughness was sudden, and I wasn’t sure if I liked it. He told me he wasn’t completely rough, and that he expected me to be rough with him too, but that’s not who I am. I’m more into softness, into taking things slow.
And then, just as quickly as it had all started, he ghosted me. Not immediately, but over the next few days, making it seem like he was just busy or caught up in something else.
For about a week, I kept going over it in my head. The way he changed from gentle to rough—it confused me. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized something unexpected: I actually liked it.
I liked how intense it was, how it made me feel.
It wasn’t what I was used to, and that’s probably why I was unsure at first, but after giving myself time to process it, I found that I enjoyed the roughness in a way I hadn’t thought possible.
Since then, I’ve met another guy, he’s my senior in college, but even though I’m exploring more, he is a softie at heart and doesn’t even spanks me hard!! 😭
The experience i had that morning, has left some kind of an unspoken benchmark to let my guy take a little control of me if not completely rough!!
I’ve drafted soo much out of boredom but the car experience was honestly the best one I had, we were open about conversing various topics, taboos, and he opened the world of ROUGHNESS to me lol.
#0490
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This was the roughest any guy had ever been with me. It was overwhelming, and I wasn’t sure if I could handle it, as i was already wet inside and I was contemplating where could this lead too?!!
I made him pause for a moment, both of us catching our breath.
He must have noticed I was struggling to keep up, because he tried to lighten the mood. He smiled and said, “Alright, let me give you a hickey” I laughed a little, more out of nervousness than anything else, and let him. He already had my top somewhat down, but now he shifted my bra, gave me hicky near my nipples, trying to ease the tension, but the roughness from earlier was still on my mind…. As we both saw the hickey we continued to kiss, he then went on to my breast, this guy I swear!! He was now biting my nipples!! While pulling my hair😫 i mean let met recover !!!
I was doing my part of rubbing his dick gently from above his pants, i could feel he was hard, as he was putting his hand inside my track pants, he reached till my pubes, but i stopped him, telling him I’m not cleaned down there.
I was, but I had to lie, i was wet just by this and the way he was going i would’ve surrenderred it all..
during this pause i think he was aware of my facial expressions; when i asked him , let’s just kiss…
He was kind enough to understand although
After that, things never quite went back to the way they were before. I think I was still trying to process everything that had happened. He had been so sweet at first, but then the shift to roughness was sudden, and I wasn’t sure if I liked it. He told me he wasn’t completely rough, and that he expected me to be rough with him too, but that’s not who I am. I’m more into softness, into taking things slow.
And then, just as quickly as it had all started, he ghosted me. Not immediately, but over the next few days, making it seem like he was just busy or caught up in something else.
For about a week, I kept going over it in my head. The way he changed from gentle to rough—it confused me. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized something unexpected: I actually liked it.
I liked how intense it was, how it made me feel.
It wasn’t what I was used to, and that’s probably why I was unsure at first, but after giving myself time to process it, I found that I enjoyed the roughness in a way I hadn’t thought possible.
Since then, I’ve met another guy, he’s my senior in college, but even though I’m exploring more, he is a softie at heart and doesn’t even spanks me hard!! 😭
The experience i had that morning, has left some kind of an unspoken benchmark to let my guy take a little control of me if not completely rough!!
I’ve drafted soo much out of boredom but the car experience was honestly the best one I had, we were open about conversing various topics, taboos, and he opened the world of ROUGHNESS to me lol.
#0490
✨✨✨