I guess I don't hate you. I guess I'm not mad either. But maybe you are. I'm not sure. We don't talk enough to know that much about each other. It's as if everyone including fate is pushing me away thinking this is hopeless, but I know it's no one's fault and no one should be blamed. Maybe it's because I don't know how to love. Or I don't know your kind of love. Maybe I don't know love at all. But I'm trying to. I'm trying for you. Don't you see? But it seems like all our doors are closed and no one's daring to open any. Hoping we'll see how fate will drive it. When we both know damn well that it's not right.

@herconscious💜💜💜